A Tic-Tac-Toe of Love

daddy dearest left on Monday morning... and i probably won't get to see him for the next 2 months or so. daddy always say... "got boyfriend, still need me, still so zhang bu da..." although it's a teaser, i m sure daddy knows it's a different kind of love.

one whom i have known and bonded with all my life and another, whom i m gonna build my life with. both of paramount importance. both of whom i love and feel loved by. sweet~

and darling knows the loneliness his dear is experiencing, and so he has been really magnificent. he makes daily trips from NTU to my home despite the freakin' long journey and even sneaks out time to shop for my vday gift amongst his really hectic schedule. it's nice to be pampered!

and knowing he's really really stressed, i've been helping him out too. but trying to keep my eyes open while he's studying and giving him the occassional encouragement and hugs to keep him going.

we've been really slacking and relaxing too much since the commencement of this semester. i just hope we can get settled down really soon and pull thru this semester. God, bless us!

was really fretting over viv when she msg me her misery on tues morning. glad that gal has got her diagnosis and slowly on the road to recovery. get well soon babe!

wei khong's leaving for aussie later in the night. it's gonna be a good 5 years. had lunch with him just now and were shopping around for some last minute stuff. admist the atmosphere of celebration and joy cuz he's gonna further his studies, i feel a tinge of sadness. we never mentioned bout being the best of frenz, but the way fate has brought us as friends, is cherishable and a real laughing stock. but deep down, i noe he's someone, i can really count on.

i guess, between friends, some things can go unsaid, yet the friendship is still worthy and treasured.

5 years is a really long time! what will i be then? what will i be doing? i'd probably have completed serving the teaching bond... i'd probably have gotten married (haha).... *shrugs* i really don't know.

time is indeed a double-edged tool... it does good by letting us have sth to look forward to. but at times, u wish, it never exists.

yet cuz i realize the limit of time, i learn to appreciate and treasure my tic-tac-toe of love - my family, my darling, my frenz! and not to forget, God-the centre of my life...