Reflecting on 2003

I am so disillusionized. As the year is coming to an end, and as I think back, nothing really seems to be worth highlighting. Nothing happy. Many sad stories.

I'm trying to attain happiness and peace. The harder I try, the distance between me and these 2 intangible words seems to grow further and further.

I'm struggling alot within myself. I am trying to break free, yet I can tell no one of the misery I'm experiencing deep inside. It's painful. It's sore.

All I can do is escape. Withdraw myself further and further into my black hole. I can't see any light at the end of the tunnel.

All I experience is sadness, sorrows and frustration.

God, help!