Where am I, Right Now?

I no longer have that sense of belonging. And I think I will never have it again.

I am not where I want to be.
I am not with the people whom I want at times.
I don't feel happy where I am.
I don't know where to go from here.

Is there something missing now?
Or has it been missing ever since then?

I am vexed.
I am unhappy.

But I will... get out of it.