Will We Make the Same Mistakes

just as they did?

do we always have to put ourselves thru a painful experience to extract some lessons outta it? or can we learn from the experiences of others?

indeed it is human nature that we often deny ourselves by thinking "no, it won't happen to me." we might lack the courage to face up to certain truths, or maybe we just run further and further to evade the issues at hand.

now that the picture has become so vivid, it does scare me.

the very same things that i've witnessed from them, seems to bear too much resemblance to where i m now.

i do not deny i've left many cards unopened... many heartfelt thoughts unfolded. maybe it's time that i garner a sufficient amount of courage to confront myself with them.

decisions never come easy. its backlash don't go easy. yet, maybe if, one day, i look back... it may not be a decision that i regret but rather i say... "hey, i made the decision with courage anyway..."

i wish there's someone who would tell me how much God loves me... and how he's hurting when i m hurting too...

to God-send angels... thank you.

with love.