I Hope Eu Realize

i've found myself and someone drifting apart a little since school kindda "ceased" for the examination period.

it's been bothering me a little and sometimes i do wonder, if there's a misunderstanding somewhere.

but i guess i've got a part to play too.

from young, my relatives labelled me "chui bao kim" (translated into english from teochew - mouth got gold) and my friends have nicknamed me "ice queen" and "Anti Social". i do not strongly agree or disagree with myself being known this way, but i guess that's pretty much the way i m. i do not function well in group social occasions.

and so when i m with her and her clique's present, i feel kindda outta place, kindda weird, kindda uncomfortable. partly cuz i kindda sense missing chemistry, different frequencies or ???

i dunch know what reaction would this blog entry get ...

but i just wanna let u noe, i haven taken u for granted babe. i jus hope u understand. and i seriously do treasure this friendship.

*huggies*