My Mundane Life & its Overwhelming Energy Consumption

what an entry title huh... hehz.

geez. can't believe how i actually slept thru my sunday and my weekend was all over in a blink.

i felt so crappy on sat. i woke up shivering & shivering. not knowing whether it was due to the cool breeze that was blowing thru my windows or was it my decreasing body temperature. it was an unprecedented feeling that devoured me. was feeling utterly lethargic, faint and everything physically negative. dragged myself outta bed and wrapped myself up from head to toe before heading to town to c the skin doc. slept thru the entire bus ride. and dar had to wake me up to get down. he knew sth wasn't right tho. for those who dunch noe, i can nvr fall asleep on bus rides (least locally) and i get travel sickness! in cars, taxis and buses!

well... this sick feeling lingered on all the way till the night fell down.

my alarm went off at 0650... sounding me up for church duty. was zombified. not due to lack of zzz.. but just that sick sick feeling. came home. slept till 1230. went to the mall nearby for a walk. went back to dar's place and zzz till evening. had dinner. went back to dar's place and zzz again. think i happened to lead the life of a pig that day. a far cry from my insomia that has been setting in ever since... hospital days. slept till dar had to leave hm to book in. tot i cld come hm and watch soccer since i've been catching up on zzz the whole day but instead i slept b4 the match started. geez.

during the times when i was experiencing the pangs of coldness in me... from inside me... i was wondering is this how we feel when we are about to die? when the body temperature drops drastically and we r being pronounced human no-more? ugh. sucky. it was a mixed feeling of tiredness, coldness, fear, frustration, agony... as if i'm not gonna wake up the very moment i close my eyes.

luckily i still am. and i thank God that i have a new day to live. like what folks always say... to wake up to the sunrise everyday is a miracle... and thank God cuz u r alive.